good bye 10, hello 11

I'm saying good bye to 2010, it's 12:47 new years eve or i guess now it's new years day so it's already 2011. I've never been one for the new year resolution, making self promises that i have no intention of keeping. i however do have a few hopes for this coming year. I would like to see me lose some more weight, I'm almost to my goal and i would really like to get there soon. I would like to take another nice family vacation maybe even two. I want to pick two things from my long "bucket list" and do them. (I realize that i didn't do anything last year and that makes me very sad) I'd also like to find someone to share my life with, I know I know that is corny as hell but it's true. Some people are OK being alone, I'm not one of them. I want to share myself with someone. I don't need to but i want to. Oh well I'm sure there is a lot more... 2010 was bad and good. i got a promotion, and a raise but a lot of stress and responsibility. I got full custody of my kids, but it proves my ex wants nothing to do with them which really hurt my daughter. I became an aunt (no bad side there i love my little Mae Mae). I'm looking forward to a wonderful year =)

Stood Up....

And thrilled about it.. that's right what girl admits to being happy about being stood up, a girl that has a court date with her ex husband, that's who.
That was one of the deciding factor in the custody hearing. Since he didn't bother to show up. (which i didn't expect since it's been so long since seeing the kids) the hearing office ruled in my favor, with sole custody of my kids. Saying that if he didn't care to be there then he didn't deserve them. And i agree!!

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I believe the title pretty much sums it all up. I'm feeling basically blah, it's 1 am and I'm not exactly tired. My little man just had a bad dream and the princess is sick. The weekend is shot which makes me want to cry because i hate wasted weekends.

who's your daddy

tonight my sweet baby boy asked "where me daddy?" and i had no clue what to day. I was shocked that he asked at all since he's only 2 1/2 years old. I guess i never thought about the explaining. I was always worried about the impact him not being around would have on the kids.
So I smiled, told him i didn't know. But it was OK because I am your mommy and daddy. He said OK dada. I responded, just call me mommy. He laughed, told me i was silly and went back to playing.

hit & run..

Sometime yesterday (Friday) i must have been so engrossed in work that i didn't realize i was hit by a freaking truck. When i woke up i had felt the twinge of soreness in my muscles from the butt busting workout the night before. By Friday evening I couldn't move without hurting and today I'm not feeling much better, shoulders, back, sides and abs are all crying. The new spot exercises obviously are working. BTW today was a wonderful weigh in -4.2 =)

OMG i did it.

I worked out tonight, I have been for the past few weeks but mostly on the machine or free weights. I decided to give the video another chance and the most amazing thing happened when the evil Jillian said to do push ups, i did them!! That's right i did the first set. (couldn't get my ass up to do the second round but its a damn good start)

Very exciting stuff going on over here. =)