Recently I had cards read by the fabulously wonderful Rae Jillian http://www.ether.com/CallButton/RaeJillian/7885075.aspx
and to my shock it wasn't too bad. In fact it was a very positive reading, despite a rocky start. My life appears to have several positive things going for me right now, however the good is being hidden by a wave or more so flood of negativity. Mainly from me. I guess i'm so used to disappointment that i'm subconsciously being my own road block and not taking the necessary action to just get it done. It's taking me a while longer then i though to realize that the 200 lb sofa weight is gone (my ex's main job was to hold down the couch so it wouldn't escape) and now i really do have the chance to make things happen for me with out them being destroyed.
Towards the end of the reading i slipped into girly mode and asked what she saw in the way of love. And not the answer was not a surprise, my entire reading was completely heartless. No love in sight. now i know that doesn't' mean forever, and right now it's probably the best thing for me. Giving me the opportunity to focus on me and the kids but a lil lovin would be nice and kinda appreciated.
I asked her if the universe was saying that i should just give up on men all together and switch sides, if you get my drift. She reshuffled, asked a simple question (the exact wording escapes me) Is Ree gay, and pulled a card from the deck.
The freaking Queen of Hearts, holding a flaming rainbow.
And that explains why i have such bad luck with guys.
and to my shock it wasn't too bad. In fact it was a very positive reading, despite a rocky start. My life appears to have several positive things going for me right now, however the good is being hidden by a wave or more so flood of negativity. Mainly from me. I guess i'm so used to disappointment that i'm subconsciously being my own road block and not taking the necessary action to just get it done. It's taking me a while longer then i though to realize that the 200 lb sofa weight is gone (my ex's main job was to hold down the couch so it wouldn't escape) and now i really do have the chance to make things happen for me with out them being destroyed.
Towards the end of the reading i slipped into girly mode and asked what she saw in the way of love. And not the answer was not a surprise, my entire reading was completely heartless. No love in sight. now i know that doesn't' mean forever, and right now it's probably the best thing for me. Giving me the opportunity to focus on me and the kids but a lil lovin would be nice and kinda appreciated.
I asked her if the universe was saying that i should just give up on men all together and switch sides, if you get my drift. She reshuffled, asked a simple question (the exact wording escapes me) Is Ree gay, and pulled a card from the deck.
The freaking Queen of Hearts, holding a flaming rainbow.
And that explains why i have such bad luck with guys.
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